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Love and Sadness (alpha version)

by hEllolisTENER

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1.
As Always 03:44
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2.
Sleep 05:07
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my days are not my own they're asleep in my fathers home they tiptoe out the door and see the world without me in their place is the fiend of my life born from the wounds of savage nights when i went the other way he posts up beside my door and stares me down though i try to ignore his eyes are the burning dead i didn't mean to get this far i took the lessons my father taught and let them go to my head now i sleep the gaze my shadow casts now i gaze back and grow less and less afraid it's pillow is my guard it whispers back my thoughts and then i go away lost in what i'm not adrift in what i miss and i'd never know if i never woke
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switch (feather) 05:43
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i never took the time always left it to it's own device now i see a world without conscience or integrity where do i come into play i got my buffalos on turtle shell strapped ready for the firebomb i am the rainstorm and nothing that you do is gonna stop me from making rain they like people like me cause it's fun to watch us break they like the unstoppable cause when you stop us we break
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Peace 03:38
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i miss you when you're gone the days are much too long to be alone you're not my every though but that's not how it works in my mind my goal is peace can you give it to me i'm not the average guy you're not the average girl in my eyes don't put no make up on tonight i've made mistakes but you're not one i seek peace can you give me some
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Less than bliss 05:14
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the cold stain windows break and what remains five dead and all the days before no longer carry weight those are my eyelashes painted on the wall fluttering til something cause them to fall deep into a trance and who would wanna leave if you know me you know i've got something up my sleeve everyone i meet is nothing more than me endlessly returning to the fiend to the fiend never gonna find you're god like that you city bells you tragedies something unbelieved is pouring from the trees science hasn't got the best of them and me strings attached to every single puppet you see wouldn't you like to see outside the scenes hallejulah
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In the night 04:51
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i get so lonely in the night even when i'm surrounded by my friends i get so lonely in the night playing pretend i want you to know me but i've been here long enough to see they don't wanna hear your plight make me laugh or get away from me i get so lonely in the night i wander around to all the places i've been and wish for a light and a door that's open a door that's open i wonder if you see my side do you feel like me are you alright i'm naked endlessly i've got nothing to hide so do you feel like me will you stay the night
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Spencer Capitol 09:32
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the rainclouds gonna wash it away all the fallen gangsters all the fallen soldiers go down the drain

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WARNING: the mixing and mastering on this album is subpar and alot of the songs don't sound nearly as beautiful as they should. i plan on reworking them one day, but not anytime soon.

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released May 21, 2011

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hEllolisTENER

i was born on a sinking ship.
raised in a dying forest.
moved to crumbling city after crumbling city.
and now wait for at last to come

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